Tuesday, June 23, 2009.


This a Greek short film made in 2007. Father and son are sitting on a bench. Suddenly a sparrow lands across them.

I think it's really touching. Why our parents can be so patient to us and yet we do the opposite things to them. ><

{ 5:52 AM }

Wednesday, June 10, 2009.
Weiwei guess who...

Sick lately.
And then an email came.
Which brought me to a dilemma.
I prayed to God, if the email would never come, I would ignore entirely.
But then it came when I was so down and upset.
How??? What should I do?
I am in such a dilemma.
I am not supposed to reply for some reason.
But for some other reason, I feel like replying.
Plus... I know hours have been sent in crafting those words.
What should I do?
Or should I send something back to shut the person up???

Never mind... Continue to pray. He would hear my prayers and tell me what to do.
Or... If the chance comes, I would hand this person a bookmark from church. =)

Right now, I am freakin hungry rarr...

{ 1:46 AM }

Tuesday, May 5, 2009.
Hi Eva, 

Yes, I know it's not spam because I used to be in your position. 
I am now in the HKU ActuarSc programme. 
I wonder what you would like to know. 

Just to answer a few doubts you've pointed out earlier. 

CUHK is trilingual, not bilingual. But of course, you would be given the priority to choose all of the courses to be in English, if you aren't local. 

I guess you're going in with Singapore GCE A levels? 

CUHK's IFAA programme welcomes GCE, because I was accepted with merely GCE O levels as an EAS (Early Admission Scheme) student. But I am not certain of the cutoff because I applied with 10A1s. But I don't think they would downgrade it very much because I was offered scholarship equivalent to what locals with 10 HKCEE A's would get. 

As for HKU's BSc(AC), I am less certain. As I said, I have a full cert but I was offered no scholarship. So the cut-off may be a little higher. 

That's for the admission requirement that I know off. 

Academic wise, if you were to refer to the programme webpage, you would be able to see that HKU's programme is more technical, as it's a STAT programme. 
As for CUHK's programme, I feel it's somewhat like NTU's ActuarSc programme since it's part of the business faculty. So if you're more interested in a more diversified programme, I think you should consider between CUHK and NTU. 

Now, moving on to my personal opinion on HKU's programme. Given your interest in ActuarSc, I am certain that you should have a good grasp of GCE Math, be it O levels' E and A Math as well as A levels' H2 or even H3 math. Well, for us, coping in HKU is not as easy as it seemed in Singapore. Academic wise, I would say that we'd be rather lost, at least in year 1. HKU's programme is somewhat a continuation of secondary education. Well, how should I put it, the kind of education it provides you isn't what we've encountered in the past. Be prepared to "mug like mad". 

Next, maybe I'd give you a little preview of U life if you were to come to HKU AC. As you may've known, it's the top programme in HK (if we were to consider solely HKAL subjects) so it receives the top students from all over HK as well as Mainland China. Mind you, These scholars from Mainland China are far superior than those we've met in Sec Sch - for one, they are 高考 tops, as opposed to 中考 tops. Also, they've done year 0 in China... 

Well, after saying so much, I am not trying to discourage you. Indeed, HKU's programme is very prestigious, which is why I have chosen it over CUHK's IFAA. But just to remind you to bear in mind that there is a price to pay. 

Life would be tough. Very tough, indeed. I am saying this, again, not to discourage you, really. But I guess this is something you should consider. I have once wondered, why no one has ever bothered to mention about the negative side of it. 

OK, sorry for being a little negative. I've flunked year 1 quite badly. And I would be deeply sorry if HKU forfeits your opportunity due to this bad example of a Singapore "top" student they have here. 

Gosh, like why am I so negative. I'm so sorry if I've given you too poor an impression of HKU!!! And coincidentally, I am a student ambassador... @@"

But then... Well, I guess it's OK, since I am sending you this email on my own accord. 

I wish you all the best in your academic pursuits! And I really hope to see you in HKU. =) Maybe life for you would be mush easier. Since I have relatively low low low AQ. 

God bless, 
C (haha, my identity on the blog...)

{ 10:24 PM }

Tuesday, April 28, 2009.
suddenly everyone daos this blog.

WHERE ARE THE OTHER 4 KEYS??? ><

or did you guys forget the PW??? again? remember it's related to numbers... =_,=

let THE busy lady update a bit...

life is packed with symbols and numbers now.

then later by words and low-b formulae that are freakin long which can be self-derived. which also puts me in a dilemma of whether i should memorise... ok la, memorise. how much ram space would it take anyways.

MATH1813 <-- let me pass
SOA Exam FM/2 <-- let me pass
STAT1802 <-- let me pass A- (seems this is my 王牌 core course for this sem)
CSIS1117 <-- let me pass
FINA1003 <-- let me pass B-
ECON1002 <-- let me pass B-

Oh and of course...
CHIN1108 <-- let me pass A-
CHIN1204 <-- let me pass B+

And...
YITC1002 <-- I have passed, thank God.

Oh man...
Sudden realisation... Is my workload for this sem a little IMBA???

Anyways... Prob is, you don't just TAKE the exam and full stop.

And not just PASS and full stop.

Have to reach a certain grade.

But still not full stop.

Cus I have to pull my grades back up from last sem...

Whoa... When was the last time I am like so behind in terms of GRADES???

OK whatever it is, just do my best.

My only wish now is to NOT RETAKE a single thing.

The above statement makes me sound like a total failure but then again... Well... Leave it to God la~~~ I have been trying my best. I have been putting in my all. And hopefully I can put in extra in the coming period.

Full stop. I shall shut up and get back to work... =)

Your beloved C

spammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmed

{ 1:17 AM }

Tuesday, March 3, 2009.
感谢主!
神好爱我!
好感恩。
我会继续努力的!
C:

{ 3:42 AM }

Friday, February 27, 2009.
pls allow me to splurt some vulgarities here...
OHDAMNLAMESHITBLOODYHELL.
I flunked econ.
midterm 1.
damn.
damn.
damndamndamn...
shit.
!@#$%^&*()_+
anyways...
ARGH.
d**...

{ 5:47 AM }

Friday, February 20, 2009.
HEY EVERYONE! Haha! I'm glad I still remembered the username and password to this blog! I'm sorry for not updating here, but now I am :)

Well, just to update what I've been doing recently:
Watching 溏心风暴之家好月圆!Ohman, it's really very nice! Sg-produced dramas are definitely not on par with HK dramas! I think the difference lies in the latter's ability to evoke emotions in the audience. Really, it's so addictive my momma and I were glued to the computer screen for hours! Although I feel like I'm wasting time by watching drama, it makes me happy ;) Oh and I went shopping.. finally... and spent a lot of money... I feel like I need a job again. But still, I'll only get a stable job after collecting results. Speaking of getting results, I still need to go pay my library fines. Hmmm, besides all these, I'm having my driving lessons soon~ Hope I wouldn't be a safety threat :P Hmmmmmmmm, I'm still procrastinating piano practices even though it's the holidays :(

Yah, that's all!
To A, Minor, G, Happy working!
To C, happy studying!

F#... Hey remember my key or not?

{ 3:24 AM }

narcissism. MAJORS plus MINOR.
noise.
memories.
thanks.

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