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Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 5:28 PM

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Hi! I've been enjoying my holiday, totally in the play-before-homework kind of mood! I have been spending these days going out, watching TV, playing with my brother, doing last-minute piano practices and homework (bit by bit, really bit by bit). I was super ambitious la - I planned to complete all my homework by Nov; and now I plan to complete it by this Sat, before leaving for Thailand. Pretty excited about Thailand, cus I'm gonna go shopping =D Hope I can see things I like! Heard that Thai massages are nice too +D I like pineapple rice three ^^

C and minor have already finished CLL PROJECT!!! And the rest of us are still collecting info and d-e-l-a-y-i-n-g. This is bad. But JR's coming back soon... in fact, today =D

2007 is passing with a blink of an eye. 2008 is gonna pass even before we know it. 好好努力吧！

Anyway, xy rj, enjoy your trips! =D

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 5:10 PM

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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

C maj is in holiday mood. ><
hey people! update!
no mood to study now!!!
sigh...

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 8:16 PM

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Thursday, December 6, 2007

我整理了思绪，也想通了。

我小时候一直都有个小小的梦想，我想存很多很多钱。我每年都要存一点钱进我存折。虽然我的存折的钱不多，但它一直都是我的骄傲。

长大了，我忘我的小梦想。虽然我头脑忘了，我的心却牢牢记得。因此每当我的存款越变越少是，我的心就会莫名的痛。起初我答应花我的存款是因为父母答应我花了多少他们就会加多少。没想到他们却忘了。

我存折里越来越没钱了，我的心也就越来越痛了。我要向父母要回我的钱，要我存了10年的钱。

结果，我被骂了。

我妈很不以为然地说：“你就是太在乎钱了。就算你存折里没钱，就算里面有很多钱，最后里面的钱还不是花在你身上”。我找不到任何话来反驳，我想我默认了。

但是我可以感觉到我内心的某一处是气愤的，疼痛的。但我不知我在气什么。

最后，我妈很不耐烦地给了我三百块，就去睡觉了。

我想：我真的那么在乎钱吗？

我终于知道我要什么了。我想到了我的小梦想,　想到第一次拿到存折的兴奋，想到每次存钱的喜悦，想到了我曾下定决心要存很多很多钱。

我欣慰，因为我知道我不是一个只会向父母要钱的孩子。其实我一直都被我的小梦想给绑住，而自己没察觉。我知道我在气什么了。如果我存折真的没钱了，我的梦想与期望应该就会破灭。

结果我的梦想与期望还是会破灭，而我妈又再一次误解我了。在她眼里，我就是个要钱与在乎钱的孩子。最后她竟然还拿三百块来打发我... ...

有人这样对我说过：“世界上唯能伤害你的人就是你在乎的人”。

那么，是否越在乎就伤得越深？

那么，如果我说那人是我妈呢？

我想我能明白为什么我只在我妈面前哭了。这已经不是第一次了... ...

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 12:55 AM

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Saturday, December 1, 2007

C has just uninstalled msn. you won't know if you don't visit my space... ><
C is currently dying from the mad piano disease.
C is going mad.

_______________________________________________________C major UPDATE

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 10:07 PM

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minor feng le again. this time. minor watch anime watch dao feng le. minor watch finish d gray man in two days (59 eps) now waiting for ep 60. so veryveryveryveryvery sian. minor is busy looking for other animes to watch le... minor haven touch hw. after that minor still got a lot of chalet and go oversea. minor mother say minor die le. haha. but minor still cannot dun watch anime. minor realise that minor cannot survive w/o anime....

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 7:20 AM

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