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Sunday, December 28, 2008

secondary sch outing today.

lili was stoning the whole day. and then it was me. i dunno why. maybe coz of lili but i am so damn tired today. my eyes hurt and i cant reali open them. we were suppose to shop but then we went looking for seats to nuah..... sosososo tired. yawn

i have not met my sec sch friends for 1 yr+. they change a lot. esp the gals. i look like a nerd with them. all the gals remove their specs and started wearing contacts. and clothes. much much much more trendy. maybe i should start thinking abt how i should dress up myself now. my friends said that gals at our age are suppose to wear nicer and look nicer. hmmmmmm

we were chit chatting at this place outside NLB.
it was damn stupid. we were mistaken to be terrorists. we were monitored by the security guards for like 1 hr+ then finally they decided to tell us to leave. first they say we a grp of ppl there were too aa. so they tell us to seperate ourselves. but i dun understand why when there were other ppl there gathering. then they say we looked suspicious. in the end they still want to call the police.
why? coz we are taking pics? holding cameras? and the cameras could be a bomb or it could be a switch to the bomb? wow. or. we suggested that they are targetting at ppl who look innocent coz they think that the terrorists might use reverse psyco.
so for the first time ever, it could be the last oso. i am mistaken to be a terrorist. it's reali a once in a life time experience. but i guess u would rather not have such an experience.

gshp

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 3:39 AM

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Friday, December 26, 2008

lesson 1- how to dao ur sister

mm: 姐姐，帮我泡牛奶。

jj: 叫妈妈泡。

mm:　妈妈说叫你泡。

jj: 对不起，我不认识你。

lesson 2 - how to push the blame to others

mm: 姐姐，为什么你用电脑这么久而我只能用五分钟，　你睡大床而我只能睡小床？

jj: 因为妈妈和爸爸要先生我，所以你说是谁的错？

=P

cont next time

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 7:42 AM

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Thursday, December 25, 2008

conver with meimei
mm: meimei
jj: jie jie - sounds so jj =))))))))))))))

jj very bored. so jj starts singing weird songs
jj: 我爱台妹，台妹爱我。对我来说林志邻算什么........
mm: 我爱哥哥，哥哥爱我.... heeheeheehee
jj: ?!
jj: 妹妹，你说的是哪位哥哥？
mm: gz哥哥
jj: = 0

jj: 妹妹你爱GZ哥哥吗？
mm: NODS
JJ: hmmmmmmm. 你要和他结婚吗？
mm: 要
jj: hmmmmmmmm. 你知道结婚是什么吗？
mm: 结婚是什么？
jj: 你太小了。gz哥哥可能不要和你结婚。
mm: ah! 我要结婚！(a bit want to cry le)
jj: ?!

虽然妹妹用情至深，但.......
jj: 妹妹，如果我带你去看gz哥哥，你就不可以玩gz哥哥的游戏了, 怎么办?
mm: hmff　我要玩游戏！
jj: 但是这样就不能看到gz哥哥了....
mm: hmff 我要玩游戏！
她爱他，但是她更爱他的zoe。如果没有他的zoe, 或许这段情就不会开始了。

小调

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 5:28 AM

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

2 movies in 2 days. =)

M2 and twilight.

comedy and romance

lili says that i should watch more movie nowadays b4 our student privileges is gone.

ok so my next movie would be... bolt?

oh well... btw twilight is nice. i dun reali watch romance movie. erm... but twilight is reali nice. highly recommend gf and bf go watch. haha. it's very sweet.

the vampires are quite cool, esp the male lead.

cool hor. haha. i think he is quite cute. my shifu loves him.

anw. when we are watching movie today, this group of gals beside lili are chatting non-stop. lili says that when the actors say a few lines then they will have comments, if no comments, they would repeat the lyrics. =.= that makes lili keeps 'jumping' luckily lili sits beside me. so i have lili to block all the noise. =P

minor

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 3:38 AM

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

hey! i juz let my meimei see our prom photos to let her see her beloved gz and jx ge ge. she keep on cannot recognise hu is jx. first she tot that ye is jx then she tot that jd is jx. hai. anw when she look at the prom photos, the first question she asked was: y jx gege and gz gege where the same clothes? eh, then i go look at the prom photos. hmmmm, quite alike. i let her see the group photo oso. go jr blog let her see the big big one. haha then she asked: y gz gege and jx gege both need to stand at the side. erm.... i dunno how to ans. i ask her gz gege shuai not. then she NODS. oh my.... then i ask her jx gege shuai not. then she say SHUAI OSO! oh my.... 爱情是麻木的........
then i ask her i more shuai or they more shuai. then she say me.... hahahahahahahahaha. this shows that she is not very blinded by love. hahahahaahahahahhah. anw. after that i ask her who she like more.... at first she say she dunno. then she realise that gz nv wear specs then she choose gz. coz in order to tell her to protect her eyes, i told her that nv wear specs more 利害 than got wear specs. then i say my class got 1 person nv wear specs so very lihai (ya. i am toking abt gz.... but that very li hai part....erm.... not saying it's not true. it's...... nvm) so since gz nv wear specs and jx got, she likes gz more.... so the rank now is
1) gz
2) jx and me
coz now she dunno hu she like more jx or me. =)

minor

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 5:54 AM

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Saturday, December 13, 2008

weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!! still in my new house

this morning b4 i went for the s16 outing, i let me meimei played 15 min of maple using gz's zoe (gz's zoe... sounds funny hor.... i keep thinking abt the zoe i noe... so ya gz's zoe....hehe) . after playing, i ask her: so u like gz gege or jx gege?

and she shy shy de say: gz gege.....

haha. so now the rank is
1) gz
2) jx
3) me

so now i am at the bottom of the list.

oh well. nvm. now my meimei is preparing to sleep. my new bed is now super single and has a pull out below. so initially as planned i am suppose to sleep on my super single then my meimei sleep in the pull out. but in the end it turns out that my meimei wanna sleep on the super single. hai. i have underestimate my meimei. thx to gz and jx i can use sth like this: i sleep super single then tml i let u play gz and jx's char. then deal. hahahahahahahaha. =.=

anyway, her confidence boost greatly after using gz's zoe. she tells me to 告诉GZ哥哥她很利害，是不会死的。last time she dun dare to play w/o me next to her. now she tell me: 怕什么怕，我很利害又不会死。=.= ZZZZZZZZZZZ

妹妹：JX哥哥...我好像爱上了GZ哥哥了! *blushblush*

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my new house

first observation of my new house is that, it has a lot of centipedes. is disgusting de lor. so on the ground floor, either can see a lot of centipedes crawling around or see a lot of squashed dead centipede. is really disgusting de lor. there's a bball court rite in front of my block. actually i was thinking of inviting my friends come my new house see see then the boys if they want can go play bball. then gals can play badmintion...... very bored can go catch (or count) centipedes.....hmmmmmmmmm.... should i?

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s16 outing

=) =) =) =) i organise de!!!!!!!!!!!!! 8 ppl turn out
not bad. but i nv plan any event so erm... quite boring.
but seriously, i have not met my nj friends for like 1++++ yrs. so i really enjoy the eat and chat and play cards session with them. haha. sooooooooooo miss them. i met yd my dearest 妈！and 大哥zp and hy. haha. 大哥和大嫂还很谈得来, actually i was thinking that i must tell gz, but ma remind me that i cant betray my大哥. ya she's rite.

oh btw before i end, i must remind my 妈韩旭所说过的话：做人要厚道.....

妈! 如果你理解，那你就知道该怎么做了！=)

very successfully save this blog de minor

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 6:24 AM

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Friday, December 12, 2008

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im in my new house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok. juz now i let my meimei play maple. haha using gz's char. when playing that i ask her who she like most. so that's wat she told me:
1) jx
2) me
3) gz

hmm. she still loves jx even when gz generously lends her 5 maple chars to play. so i ask her why. then she said: " coz gz gege bully me!!!!" i was like 'huh?!' then i realize why. coz hor. when i am teaching my meimei wat to press for gz's char, i keep saying sth like this: " this gege　看不起你ler. lvl 95 叫你去打slime.　哪里可以这样欺负我妹妹！"

then of coz i bring gz's char go let my meimei kill better monsters. but my meimei very scared. play le half an hour. mp and hp still full. =.= ( the exp hopefully got raise 1%)

after she played finish, i ask her again hu ske like most. it is still jx. so i tell her that gz got lend her 5 chars ler and more powerful than jx de then she said this: " hmff! 给我玩游戏又欺负我!" oh... really have to say sry to gz that i leave a bad impression of him to my meimei. hopefully when my meimei starts playing his other chars then she will love him more. =)

妹妹：　“我还是爱着JX哥哥！！！” <3>

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 1:18 AM

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Thursday, December 11, 2008

This is C.
Lame shit. I post this on my blog as well.
People below 18 please don't read.
Unhealthy content.
Vulgarities.
Bloody hell...
But don't worry, I always feel better after writing. XD

ECON1001
搏尽。
Actually I have to 搏尽 for everything.
= =
Come on, the rest of them are studying 24/7.
For me it's a mere 8/7
One third.
I try and try to work even harder, to reach my optimal or even to surpass it.
But face it, I have lost the first few months due to jet lag.
I have no prerequisites whatsoever because I just returned.
Bloody hell.

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Topic for the day:
这个世界是黑色的。
I hate the way things go, the way people act...
Perhaps I am the one who is problematic.
The one who hasn't moved on, the one who hates to move on...
Or have I actually changed without admitting to the fact?
I don't know.
VACUUMCLEANER!!!
ZZZ...
Random spam...
You guys are the best. Thanks for reading and tagging so that I know that I don't exist for nothing. Maybe you only cherish what you have seen worse. So much worse.
It all sucks.
It sucks to be unvalued of.
It sucks to be made use of.
It sucks to be compared to.
It sucks to be left alone.
It sucks even more when people ignore you when you need help most.
Maybe I am emotional. And a little vulgar today. But hey, it just means that I am not as cold-blooded as certain individuals!
Certain individuals... Two words that underestimate the exact number, the exact situation.
Well... I will have to learn to survive with such people in the future I guess.
With such people. Or should I just hide. Be alone. Get used to it. That's what most individuals are doing anyway. They just keep everything to themselves and talk nothing other than the most superficial, for fear that they will be ridden on.
FOR FEAR OF FAILURE.
A bunch of idiots who are unwilling to accept the fact that there cannot be 70+ number ones.
People who excel academically but are stupid right inside.
People who are selfish, self-centred, hard-hearted, cold-hearted, inhumane, ugly, distorted, dark, dull, grotesque, inept, handicapped, disabled. And what have you.
People labelled 尖子 for no reason.
People whom I will be with for the rest of my life.
Or even be transformed into. Which is my biggest fear in fact.
I am hurt. I know how it feels to be hurt by such monsters. So I would prefer not to hurt others.
But then... Here's the dilemma.
It's a dog-eat-dog world.
Grow up, girl.
Aggression. Yes, aggression.
But in preference, in silence.
They did it without skill.
I am certain that I am more skilled in this respect as compared to those beasts.
I can do it.
And I will.

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 2:34 AM

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

2nd day of packing

i have found a way to clear all my notes. i am giving them all to my friend zai, hu will be taking a lvl next yr. yea.
today i juz manage to pack one box of books. i am reali very very very slow. nuahing everyday. i wake up at 9 but went back to sleep from 11 to 1 again. shi bai. then at 2 i go play maple. ytd i found out afternoon got double exp, i only played for two hours but seems like.... dunno how long le. sianzzzzzzzzz. Zzzzzzzzzzz....
after that i got this job briefing. i was quite stoning there. nv really understand wat the person toking abt. but i rmb she said that she is very good. erm... ok.... oh... sasa was with me... before and after the tok, we had a very interesting conver.
we are actually toking abt bgr. i always tot that sasa is quite boyish so she nv reali think of that.... anw. that's not impt. so she reminds me that now i am XX yrs old. then i still dun have bf. then after that all my 'boy-friends' would be gone. so dun have 'boy-friends' le. so that means i would not have bf until i am XX + 2 yrs old!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!!!!!!! that's very old ler!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not sure sasa is worried not...but i told her next time she got bf must let us see. then we help her see he is nice not.... hahahahahaha. till now all of my pure and innocent friends dun have bf. wonder how it would be like if they all have bf...... ........ .......... ........ .......... .......... ......... ........

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 7:32 AM

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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

very soon. i will run out of ideas to save this blog.....

first day of packing.

today i saw a lot of items which i haven seen for XXX yrs. it feels funny and weird. esp some of my photos. haha. hmm. if i am not wrong from pri 3 - pri 6 is the ugliest time of my life ba. ya. so during that period of time i am quite ugly. erm.. (it's juz very bad) my hair is always in a mess. my specs are two round round big big circles. so i look like a ugly nerd. ya. quite pathetic (i mean very...) i rmb that time whenever my better friends saw me they would: hey next time when you wanna choose specs, i can help u choose.... i finally understand why my classmates kept laughing at me when i first started wearing my specs (initially i always tot that it is because they are not used to seeing me in specs).

but i will keep the photos. will show it to the other keys. =)

Gshp

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 3:46 AM

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Monday, December 8, 2008

yea i will be here to save this blog!

i am moving house! to Buangkok somewhere near sengkang. today the guys in my class volunteer to help me move house. IMBA~~~~~~ but i am not sure how they can help since we have already employed professional 'house movers'. but still. quite unexpected.

after today's mini class gathering, i wun be joining any more events until i've moved my house. hai. sian. my mum is quite pissed off with me coz it seems to her that i have not done anything which i am supposed to do. 1) sell my old furniture 2) pack my stuff

that is not true.

for the past 1 week i am bz selling all my old furniture in ebay. and i have found some buyers. i have contact them and asked them to arrange a time with me to collect their items but hai... they haven reply yet. but my mum is getting impatient. so.... hai... everyday i would need to suffer from the nagging from both my mum and dad for being not pro-active in selling my furniture. =.=

but then. my room is still in a mess with clothes and blah blah blah everywhere. my prom dress is somewhere in the mess. coz i said i would hand-wash it myself so it has to wait in the pile of ____ until i am free to wash it. other than clothes, there are oso piles of worksheets. mostly JC stuff which i would normally throw away. but after a lvl my friend said she would keep all these jus in case she din do well for A then retake. ok, good suggestion. i would do the same then. but...but.... looking at the piles of paper, i reali wanna juz throw them away. *headache*

if i were to keep them, i would need to arrange them properly and file them nicely and..... it would be tiring. hai. that's wat i will be stucked at doing for that next few days.

btw. today. at the mini class gathering, i've managed to touch JJ's stomach.... haha. wanna touch it for so long le...... i tot it would be soft soft de but it turns out to be hard hard de... a bit unexpected. wanna try YG's way of touching his stomach. but a bit R, a bit dun dare try. oso scared my arm length too short. hahahahahahahahaha. but his reaction very funny. he will go squeeze GZ ><

G#

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 7:31 AM

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Sunday, December 7, 2008

after after prom. minor realise minor did something reali incredible, which is to wear a dress and apply make up all over my face. argh! it's painful. now some parts of my skin is peeling.....
and argh! so after after prom i realise this too:

1) i am nv going to do this to myself again!

2) if there will ever be a prom, i would either wear suit or pon

3) i would either apply veryveryveryveryveryvery light make up or dun put make up.

so this would be my first and last 'lady-like' prom and that's it....

unless i suddenly become very nv ren, which is quite impossible since i am becoming more nan ren all these yrs... oh well.....

prom is nice but it is traumatizing to see me T.T in... that look..... i cant stand it....
it's .....*shiver* scary~~~~ *shiver*

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 8:03 AM

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Saturday, December 6, 2008

hmm...this is wat i tot after prom:

1) i hate wearing dress!

2) i hate applying make-up!

3) i hate hate hate doing my hair!

4) hatehatehatehatehate wearing high heels oso!

5) i feel damn uncomfortable!

6) i failed to be wen rou

7) and i think i look horrible!!!!!

so after prom i realise this:

I AM DAMN NOT SUITABLE TO BE A

GIRL!!!!!!
hai..... sometimes i hope i am a guy.

minor

Pentatonal Rhapsody flew the cage at 5:32 AM

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